this pic is when it was dirty.



it does look a bit gross but we spent ages cleaning it. I need seat covers.

me and my car and my beer. then i decided to look thru my beer.

i woulda taken better pics but the car was at the top of the drivey which is huge and hard to back down (even if could drive)... so i coudlnt get better ones.

Ok This is really cool! You'll love the results! Grab the nearest book!Take your age and multiply it by 3Open the book to that pageTake your shoe size and multiply it by 2Take that number and count out that many words on the page.Take the last letter of the word and use this chartA=1, B=2, C=3, D=4, E=5, F=6, G=7, H=8, I=9, J=10, K=1, L=2, M=3, N=4, O=5, P=6, Q=7, R=8, S=9, T=10, U=1, V=2, W=3, X=4, Y=5, Z=6Remember this number!Take your FAVORITE CDFind the track that coresponds to the number.Play this song all the way through.Think hard about the song.Sing or hum along with the song.You will now learn something that will change your life.Everytime you hear this song you will remember what a gullible moron you are! WOW!!!!Do you do everything you are told to do on the internet?hahhahaa sorry guys it was too funny not to.

After realising that i have read no books this entire year, apart from school books i decided i should go to the library and get a book(s). But because i havnt read books i have NO IDEA what i should get, so does anyone have some suggestions???Keep in mind that - the library i go to completely sucks so it doesnt have a huge variety. - i dont like fantasy or science fiction type stuff- dont wanna read anything about ghosts, lions, tigers or aliens. - im intimidated by really thick books, but can read pretty fast if im into it.

Mel just told me which marks are for which, she said the last mark was for the exam. ANd fuck that is so weird... I got a C+ for my english exam, which is complete bullshit cuz on all my practice essays and analysis shit i got High or high+.... and i thought on the exam i wrote pretty good, better than my practice shit. and i studied for a whole four hours with special folders for each text and pages and pages of notes. i am dissapointed. THen for my foodtech exam i thought i woulda got an A or something close to an a because it was the easiest exam and the teacher said it should be my 'best subject'.. i got a C+ on the exam..THen for media exam i only stayed for one hour and didnt answer all the q's, i wrote it really really really shit.. like worst thing i've ever written, i would get so embarrased if anyone i knew actually read it because its so dumb.. and i got a B. i expected a D or E.. So yeh, in conclusion, the marking system is whack and i feel i have been dodged. I was meant to go down to school and get some certificate today.I was also meant to check if i *could* get into any of the coarses i want to. Mel said dont bother checkign cuz i could only get into realy crap things anyway with my sixtyfuckingone. *goes to fridge, gets longneck, comes back*I was also meant to vacuum my car. So i decided i'm doomed to get an apprentiship and let my brain turn to mush (not that its not already mush), then at least maybe i can have nice biceps and not be dissapointed with shit marks anymore. But i probly cant even get a decent apprenticeship cuz i figure no one wants some small girlboy/boygirl (i dunno wut yor sposed to say) with no experience to work for them anyway. Nah im not actually that dissapointed im just sick of all my mates talking about enter scores and there marks and other peoples parents beign so fucking proud of them. My mum was like "thats pretty low". ANyone know the internet site you go to that tells you what subjects get scaled up/down???Its weird how the other day i was sayin to someone that i feel like it doesnt matter that im wasting the days doing not much but drinkin beer and hangin around, well actually its the opposit. BEfore finishing school every other holidays.. i was just wasting time before i had to go back to school. NOw i am actually wasting my life. I dont have to do anything, but i have nothing to do. Its frustrating because i tell myself that after new years i will start doing something like get a job or something.. but shit.. theres like, however many weeks until then. And how do i know that when the time comes i will actually go thru with it and get off my arse and do SOMETHING? What if its just one of those things i say i will do and i never actually do because im not obliged (or forced) to do it, like how yor forced to go back to school (or just force yourself) because you have this goal to finish year 12. NOw i hav no idea. Is it just me or are there HEAPS or funeral service ads on TV at the moment? It kind of creeps me out. This guy who spoke at validictory night was saying stuff like after you finish year 12 'All of a sudden your 50 or 60, and you ask yourself 'wtf hav i done with my life' and then a few decades later you die' so he pretty much told us that everything you do shouldbe for some kind fo purpose, and that we shoudlnt waste time.. And seriously.. FUck. I dunno. All i think about is the fact that im gunna die in not that long but i never actually do anything.

Favorites1. Animal to eat: i dont eat animals2. Sylvester Stallone movie: i dont watch many movies3. Magazine: UmmMMm.. (i do actually Do some things.. i swear) i dont really read magazines, occasionly fhm. 4. Secondary Simpson's Character: the baby with the mono brow5. Pro Sports team: I don't have one6. Toothpaste: wutever is in the bathroom.. i havnt much lookede into toothpaste7. Nickname for yourself: mel and copesy and a few others have started calling me 'fagboy', but i geuss i like it a bit better than my old one 'sparkles the dyke gang leader'8. Restaurant (other than us): i've never been to a restaurant i liked. i've never been to a veg restaurant, if lunch @ freinds of the earth counts.. that was good. 9. Parent: pass10. Greek Mythological Character: i dont know any of them11. Vacation Spot: somewhere camping12. Vegas Spot: umm??? 13. Actor: jude law or johnny depp (both =) ) 14. Actress: angelina jolie 15. TV show you liked as a kid: i cant remember liking tv as a kid.16. Spot to be touched while making out: pass17. Stand Up Comic: none18. Place for Breakfast : being outside in the sun. (i am strongly against breakfast in bed)19. Will Ferrel Movie: i dont know who or what that is. 20. Shirt: singlets. im not a fan of clothes21. Singer: UmmMMMmmMMM.. i cant answer 'favorite' questions when it comes to music. 22. Italian Dish: (vegan) Lasagna <<< i second that23. Guilty Pleasure: beer24. Porn Star: i dont know any25. Fictional Character: passHave You Ever1. Punched someone out of anger: yes. 2. Stolen cash: no3. Went on a beer run: of course4. Made out with someone you've known less than 30 minutes:Yeah 5. Asked out someone on MySpace: No 6. Been in a car accident: no7. Flipped off someone for no reason: wut does flipped off mean8. Thought dirty things in Church: never been to church9. Told someone they were ugly and meant it: no10. Walked out of a restaraunt without tipping: i cant remember. probably. 11. Had sex with someone you don't really like: yes12. Yelled out the wrong name: not during sex as such, but just called her the wrong name. Fuck it was bad. biggest argument ever! (but she was a psycho anyway)13. Lost your temper when discussing politics: yeh pretty much. theres this very pro-john howard kid from school who is a complete shit stirrer, i think most peopel have got pissed off at his opinions at least once (he is very racist)14. Given away your last cigarette: yeh15. Attended Pro Wrestling: no16. Been caught telling a racist joke: no. 17. Snuck a nap at work: i used to sleep most days in school. 18. Been turned down for sex: 'Hi Can i FUck you?' Nah im not really like that. 19. Thought you had real feelings for someone you didn't know:yeh - at times when i had been taking e's. 20. Stuck gum somewhere you're not supposed to: yeah 21. Called in sick, but really been hungover: i've not gone to school heaps of times b/c of hangovers, but u dont havta call in or anythin. 22. Send a drink back because it sucked: yeh23. Picked your nose and been caught: ii dunno. 24. Screamed in a theatre for a scary movie: nah. i dont like movies, especially in theaters. 25. Sent a poem to someone you wrote: yeh. not really peotry tho. just writing where after every however many words i feel the need to press 'enter'. it doesnt ryme or sound like poetry. Would you1. Tell your friend he/she is getting fat? not in those words. i dunno.. i probly wouldnt tell them, just encourage them to do whatever they needed to do to be healthier. 2. Ditch your family on Christmas for the ULTIMATE concert? yeh. i was gunna be in adelaide for x mas this year, but didnt have enuf cash. im nto religeous, but we do have a tree and heaps of lights and stuff. 3. Make out with a member of the same sex as you? *hums 'mary had a little lamb'*4. Hire a homeless person to mow your lawn? yeh5. Give up your best friend for your spouse if you had to? No 6. Serve if the draft was re-instated? nah. 7. Make out with a monkey for $5000? no8. Wear a tutu to a club on a dare? maybe9. Videotape yourself taking a shower for your partner? it depends why they wanted it. if someone wanted to look @ it in a sexual way, then no. but if it was somethign non sexual, then yeh, i dont really care. 10. Be on Fear Factor knowing you had to eat that nasy shit? noo

My ter is 61.9. I will now post all my marks because its easier to just write that than have to answer stuff like "how did you go in *wutever subject* Whats your highest subject, bla bla bla. .. so ya can just read it. For pretty much every coarse i applied for, my ter is lower than the one i 'needed'. I might change preferences. My mate Copesy is not gunna open her envelope containing the scores n shit, and is gunna put it in a time captule (sp?). I think thats cool. (my photobucket album is nto workin, so i will have to type out my marks n shit)I dunno wut this GA1 stuff means, so i will leave all the GA's out. makrs behind cutART AA+A Score= 37FOOD TECHB+AC+Score= 36ENGLISHB+AC+Score= 32(haha now here come the crap subjects)MEDIAB+CBScore= 30STUDIO ARTS (photography)C+C+BScore= 29im actually fair happy about hwo i did in Studio arts since both my folios were done in the space of a week each, and for assignments all i did was write off the top of my head about how much i love helmut newton. Now the way my binder is cuttin off the circulation to my arm is really uncool. *goes away to take binder off* well attempt to. Ahhh .. cross your fingers for me!i got it off. now my arms feel better but my chest feels disgusting. the picnic yesterday was cool. i hadnt been on a picnic in a long time before that. jay cooks good breakfast no car photos today, maybe tomorro. Tomorro i gotta clean the inside of the car and the windows.i thought there might be some 'Getting ter score clebratory drinks' or something, but no, no one seems to be doing much tonight.my mum just told me that on tuesday we are getting foxtel digital. i have mixed feelings about it. cons = - i dont like movies- i dont like lifestyle shows- the music they play on music channels sux- not a huge fan of cartoons- dont watch british stuff- the tv will take over, and i will NEVER be allowed to play cds in the lounge room- ppl fight over the remote- my freinds will come over and we will have to watch boring stuff- my dad is pissed off that my mum decided to get foxtel. my dad isnt fun when hes pissed off- better things money could be spent on (i feel like one of THOSE people, you know the ones)- i'm not good at working remotes- i may discover new reasons (tv shows) to sit on the couch instead of getting off my ass and doing soemthing productive. pros =- the weather channel- the weather channel- the weather channel- maybe if im up late i can watch something more itnresting than infomercials.

Ash's post hurt my brain. I got a car yesterday. Its a corolla station wagon type thing. It looks like a shitbox but it goes well. Its a manual.. i didnt want a manual, but this car only cost 200$ and its still registered and theres nothin wrong with the way it drives. Its a sort of silvery blue. I didnt even want a car that much. THeres lotsa times where i'd be like "damn i wish i had a car" and yeh i do whinge about public transport being so slow. But i always said i never wanted a car, and i never wanted to drive. It wasnt on my priorities list at all, my dad just came home yesterday with a car. So yeh. A car. I have a car. Now my dad is gunna make me get lessons so i can drive My Car. I dont trust myself enough to drive. Even when i'm in a passenger seat going along the freeway i think things like "what if i just took off my seat belt, and opened the door.. rolled out of the car, got all grazed up and died" and its not as if i Want to do it, but i find myself tryign hard to stop myself from doing it. A car will be handy though, if i am able to drive it. Other than that, im good. One of my best mates is havn her 18th tonight so gotta go over there for pre drinks and BBQ right about 5 minutes ago. Ah! Late. It annoys me when my mums freinds call up and say "Hello Brenda?" Instead of saying "hi is bla bla there" it shits me. I've been sittin here in some kind of daze for the last 5 minutes.I think i should name my car. I'll post pictures maybe on monday so you get what kind of character he is. =) hav a good rest of the weekend.

I wont be around for the next week as i am going on schoolies. We aren't going to Lorne anymore b/c everyone else decided not to (there was supposably something on the news about heaps of fights going on and residents getting pissed off) TOday we are going to Rye = a bunch of kids in a house with as many slabs of beer as we can fit in the car + a surf beach 20 min walk away. We might go to Torquay sometime after that. Last night this guy from Carpet Choise called to say he would be here after 12. He knocked on the door before eleven-fucking-AM and is now laying carpet. that pissed me off!!I should be back within the next week and a bit.

FOUR NAMES YOU GO BY:JakSarahLynch (lynchy, lil lynchy)JaksaFOUR THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:UMmMMmmm>..Pass.FOUR THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:having titsmy voiceoften antisociali still smokeFOUR PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:scottishand maybe greek but no one knows who my mums dad isi dont knowi dont knowFOUR FAVOURITE HANGOUTS:nitas place sittin in the sun on the balconysouthbank on sunny daysthe star (even tho i havnt been much really)FOUR BEST FRIENDS: Umm..Emily (my lil sister)MelCopesyNitaFOUR THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:GhostsAliensBig cats (lions,tigers etc)Men and pushy dykesFOUR THINGS YOU HATE IN GENERAL:genderdishonestyppl bein manipulative/headfucksgossip/ppl talkin behind each others backsFOUR OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:FoodwaterMoisturisercomputerFOUR THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:Boxersearringhair gelim only wearing 3 thingsFOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS AT THE MOMENT:*pass*FOUR REASONS YOU'VE BROKEN UP WITH EXES:his visa expiredshe fucked someone elseshe moved outta the stateshe didnt respect my bodyFOUR FAVOURITE FOODS:tomatoessavory yeast on toastbroccolisnow peasFOUR THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:respectfuntrustopen-nessFOUR THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU: I'm going to change this question to 'people in general' because the words 'opposit sex' confuse meUmmmMMM...intelligencecompassion/empathyopen mindednesssomeone who inspires me/is admirableFOUR THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:sing in front of people wear a hat in public, except as a joke/costumeget a tanwatch scary moviesFOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:beercooking stuffdancing.. while hanging out with cool peopleFOUR THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:no titsbig bicepsto be at least 5'5" (is that how yor sposed to write it???)a big wad of cash (for schoolies)FOUR CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:thats a hard questionUmmmMm..a fireman? i really dont know.. FOUR PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:USAGermanyEnglandOther places in Aus

growling mad scientists are lovebrought to you by the isLove GeneratorUMM i dont get how that thing works?????????? does it jsut steal an intrest off yor intrests page??????if gms is love, infected is sex.

Haha i tricked you..What color is most reflective of you: Orange What time were you born? 11pmWhat song are you playing now, or wish you were playing? umm.. im not listnin to anything, and my memory has disapeared in the last few days so i cannot even remember song names. Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry? I cant rememberWhat color underwear are you wearing? black jock strap, red cotton/stretchy boxers, black satin boxers (yeh im wearin them all at the same time) Do you want a baby? well. i'd probly adopt a kid if i wanted one. What does your mom do for a living? works at a child care centreWhat does your dad do for a living? computer programmerWhat is your pet's name? Billy, Peggy, BlueyWhat color are your bedsheets? I havnt been in there since wednesday, i've got no idea (my brain remembers nothing)What are the last 3 digits of your phone number? 545What was the last concert you attended? I cant remember. What was the last movie you saw? Cant remember. Who do you dislike most at this moment? the creepy old lesbian who stalked me at earthcore. What food are you craving right now? crushed ice or a frozen coke or somethingDid you dream last night? No. i didnt sleep last night. What was the last tv show you watched? SOmething on wednesday night, i've got no idea what tho. What is your fave piece of jewelry? my skull earring What is to the left of you? a bag of chick pea chips, a tie, a pile of paper, a set of pick up sticks, a stack of burnt cds, the printer, old school books. What was the last thing you ate? dinner - steamed vegetables. Who is your best friend of the opposite sex? i dont know. Write a song lyric that's in your head: Theres no lyrics in my headWhat song is that from? *pass*Who last IMed you? spencerWhere is your significant other right now? *pass* Do you have a crush? no. What is his/her name? - What shampoo do you use? Umm.. the natures organics one - the green oneWhen was the last time you cut your hair? about 3 weeks agoAre you on any meds? nope Do you have a mental disease? i dont know. What shirt are you wearing? a white tank top. i wore it on thursday, then on saturday, and then im wearing it again tongiht and i havnt washed it. how gross is that.. What time is it? 9.56 pm but the clock is probly wrongWhat color is your razor? its a blue venus razor - i never got aroudn to buying a razor that yor meant to use on yor face, so i just use that one. What is your fave frozen treat? Umm any kind of sorbet. Are you sexy? Whats your favorite shopping store? well, the fruit and vege shop (if that counts) Are you thirsty? yes. i want a frozen coke. Can you imagine yourself ever getting married? my imagination is pretty good, i can imagine anything if i try hard enuf.

ahhsdr...well, now i am back. its hard to write about how good of a weekend it was, when right now i feel fucked. Hmmm. I have a small problem. My little sister asked me (about a week ago) if i could get her a bottle of vodka to go on her school camp. I said i probly could. Her camp is tomorrow, and i havnt got it yet, its 6.30 pm. I dont feel up to walking to the bottl o at all. (my feet hurt cuz i havnt worn shoes since friday morning) I feel bad about it. But i dont really want her to take vodka on her camp anyway. I dont know what the fuck i should do. She will think im mean if i dont get it for her. ANyway. WEll. Earthcore was pretty good. This year, me, mel and sarah had a plan that we would stay together (instead of losing each other for most of the night, like we do at almost every other event). Mostly we hung out with some guys from frankston who were pretty fun. GMS didnt really impress me at all. They were good tho.... Salmonella dub were good. UmmMMmm.. This morning i was standing up the back of the main stage dance floor, and i was fair wrecked. Every time i'd open my mouth my jaw would shake. ANyway, this lady noticed and she started talkin to me and tellin me i needed a lolly pop stick to bite on. I didnt like this lady at all. i said i'd go try to find the lolly pop vending machine, and this guy that the lady was with said he would come with me. ANyway, this story is dragging on. The point is i was trying to get away from these poeple because they kind of creeped me out. THe lady told me to sit down and kept laying on me and shit. It pissed me off. She kept tryin to hold my hand. If it was meant to be a sexual thing, then i'm fucking repulsed and will go throw up now. (this woman was -definatly- over 40, not that i have anything against ppl older than me, but i thought it was creepy) She started sayign shit like she liked my haircut and then asked me in a really weird way if my haircut was meant to reflect my personality or who i wanted to be percieved as (she said it in a much dumber and less clear way than that). This really pissed me off. All this fucking bitch really wanted to know is if i was a dyke. I said 'i dont like hair'. When it comes to hair, i think that people jsut feel as if they are sposed to have a kind of hair. I felt wrong when i had long hair, as if there was no other choise than to have short hair. I didnt analyse it at all, and i dont think i should have to.. i dont think someones haricut means shit. I didnt say that to the lady tho. She was still laying on me, and i was sayign things like 'im gunna go to my tent and get a jacket' and stuff like that (because i wanted to get away), but she would keep saying other things and fuckign looking at me and tellin me not to go to my tent.It made me feel sick. So anyway, she kept pretty much trying to make me say that i have short hair because 'i am a dyke'. In the end, i just said 'well i woudlnt want to have a feminine haircut' then she goes 'are you a lesbian' ... i said 'im queer'. she said 'so your a lesbian' .. i said 'no'. she said 'well what are you.' i said 'i dont wanna explain'. she said 'no, you should explain'. So i explained really quickly. then she said something about sexuality (not gender) being a continuom (i dunno how to spell it). She was sayign stuff like that i can be masculine and be a lesbian, and tellign me about the lesbian scene and these spectrum crap. I didnt really care to say 'Um..sexuality and gender are different things'. Soon after this i kind of pushed her head off my leg, and said i was going to my tent and left. THe rest of the day i tried to avoid her by walking ridiculously long and difficult ways to main stage, to my tent, to the toilets. She came up to me when i was sitting with the frankston guys and gave me hug. I said 'thanx; and didnt look at her anymore. Then when i was at the toilets she comes up to me and goes 'this fell outta your pocket' and handed me a few dollars. I said 'thanx' and walked away. Then she came up and stood next to me whaen i was tryign to get food.. she kept appearign beside me everywhere and smiling and tryign to hug me. If she was much younger, i probly woudl have said 'can you please fuck off, i dont like you.' I dunno why i didnt say that, i felt like i couldnt. At stuff like earthcore i never talk to women really (except for ones that i know). Any regular, decent, half brained person catches on when a person is rude to them, tries hard not to talk to them, avoids them.. and realises that the person doesnt like them, so they shoudl probly go away. My sister is annoying me. I said to her that i am NOt walking to the bottle o, and that if she can find a way to get me there, without me havign to walk, then i will go. I'm usually up for walking.. but like i said before, i havnt worn shoes since friday morning, and i've been running around and dancing for the last 2 days. I asked her if she really needs vodka to go on school camp and she made this 'its the end of the world' face and goes 'yess i do.' Now shes crying and shit. She comes in and goes 'its more the fact that i've told everyoen else that i can egt it.. and i do everything for you...' and then started crying. FUck, i feel mean. She does heaps of shit for me. But every other time she askes me to get her alcohol or ciggarettes, i get it for her. I know i shoulda got this vodka for her earlier, but i didnt and im sorry that i didnt, but today its sunday and i'm in the shittest mood, and i think my body would collapse and die if i tried to go to walk there. If the bottle o was closer i would go, but its about 2 k's away and there are many hills. I dont get why she cant just be normal about it and say 'ok, well that kinda sux but alcohol isnt really that important' . My sister never bought me alcohol for any reason... no one would go to the trouble (or trust me with) 2 bottles of vodka on a school camp. dehieufrhyeuiwhfnirushfuihsdai

Last night was ok. I didnt get any exciting awards tho. I got certificates for 'dilligence in art' and for 'most improved in food tech'. . . . . I was on the validictory video twice, both times i was doing a stupid dance. Afterwards most of us went to Walks (a crappy bar in Eltham - the place u go when the pub shuts) and had a few beers, then went to a mates place and drank a little more. I dunno wut to do about NBO day.. i will send some text msgs a bit later. I still havnt changed my message alert tone, its still as loud and ear peircing as a fire alarm. hehe it scares me. Schoolies has been organised. The plan is, i am goin to E-core this w/end and will be back sometime on sunday. Then on Monday am leaving for schoolies in Lorne (i only found out about this last night, Mel is like 'You gotta bring the blue tent to schoolies on monday, and i was liek wtf?? we have a tendancy to organise stuff at the very last minute) We're also meant to be goign to Torquay. I think we've been invited to stay at other peoples places - in their backyards, or on their camping sites. I'm not sure what day i'll get back, probably when me, mel and sarah have all run outta money. Ahh my scary msg alert is about to go off*hides in the corner*

check out the state of my carpet.. Ewww.. hehehee

Me lookin pretty boring...

I prefer me with facial hair..

YOu know how there are white tail spiders that can kill you? Do you kinda look like scorpions?I put my dogs in the laundry cuz they like to escape outta the backyard in stormy/heavy rain type weather cuz they get real scared and freak out, so i broguth them inside. i cant leave them to go wherever they want cuz they are a bit too destructive for that. in the laundry i foudn this spider. it looks like... well it has a round body that is conpletely white. and skinny legs like a daddy long legs. i always called those things 'white tails' cuz they have white tails.. its in between the washin mashine and the sink. anyway so i looke dup white tail spiders and the one in the laundry does not look like the ones in the pictures at all..but i just wanna know, anyone know if the spider i described is dangerous??? i dunno wut to do.. i dont want it to hurt my dogs but i cant get at it unless i somehow move the washing mashine. i coudl put the dogs outside but they will get scared and out into the reserve. so much shit going on at my house, at 2.30am..

Ahh.geuss whats goin on at my house?its flooding.. againand everyones arguing over it. everyone thinks theyve got right theory on where the waters comin thru and why its comin thru..my mum is set on that its because of my dads water recycling system. its just her way of blaming dad for it.. shes got nothing to back it up tho.. no evidence to support it. there IS evidence, but she cant and hasnt identified it herself. my dad says the rain comes in because the path along the side of the house slopes slightly towards the house. this theory coudl also be right, but he coudl just be saying that in order to avoid taking the blame for it - he blames 'nature' 100%, so its not technically his fault (even tho he did build the path, mums not allowed to know about the path theory tho) i had a theory about the water table rising due to years of using the water recycling system. but i decided that was wrong, cuz we live on a hill (or somthin) and i dont even really know what a water table is, it just sounded right at the time.mum tries to get me to explain my other theories to dad, and convince him that im right, and that its his fault. dad does the same thing, but tries to get me to convince mum that his theories are right.. and that hers are dumb. dad is right, but mum is to uhh.. shes fair stressed over it. i just want her to chill a bit. em remains neutral .. she just tells everyone to shut up. jess stays out of it altogether. points to consider are that - it only floods when it rains, therefore it cant be soley the recycling system taht is responsible.. -a lotta water goes thru the recycling system tho, fucking heaps of it.. probly to much for the plants outside to use and absorb. -my dads not a plumber, or a builder. hes a computer programmer. so he easily coiulda fucked somethign up without realising it, hes no professional. its most likely a combination of the first 2. thats wut i reken. but yeh. theres no point arguing over it, i recken its better just to wait til the insurance guys come round next week n just stick it out thru these minor floods. theres fuck all we can do about it. im just sick of my mum bitching at my dad, blaming him for everything. its not his fucking fault. shes acting as if everythign is his fault when tonight is the first time shes actually participated in cleaning up the water, adn the whole time she does it.. its constant bitching.. the job is unpleasant enuf without her bitching over it. no one even provokes her.. everyones just like 'yeh mum, just leave it, its nto dads fault, we dunno y it happened'.. and she continues.. on and on.. (kinda like this post)convo goin on atm.. Em (to mum)- "its 2am, shut up. stop arguing. we all just wanna go to sleep.'Mum- "yeh, go to sleep in a swimming pool."if i laughed out loud mum woudl yell at me. i feel bad 4 her, but, wut can ya do but be nice.. i already be nice.. she just bitches and bitches. PS take a look at wut i randomly typed for 'mood' while squijing the keyboard, i really like beer that much i can type it without thinkin at all..

i a m s o f u c k i n g B O R E D ! ! ! ! Long story short - i was all set to go out tonight, got dressed etc, about to leave my house.. then i got a phone call and everyone fucking cancelled and went home to study for their monday exams instead of coming out and drinking beer. so yeh.. now im here and its the most boring thing ever, well almost. how boring do things wanna be? tictictictictictictictictici wish soemthing would happen already.

ahsjhfjdksfhjksdMy house is flooded again. Its the 3rd time in two weeks. The first 2 floods were pipe- related (pipes bursting). This one is from the rain, or from water rising from the ground. So since i got up ive been ripping up carpet, moving furniture, using foam to soak up the water. The water was only about 5mm deep, at the deepest, but its still fucked. My house has been the worst environment to study in. The first flood happened when i was sutdying for my english exam so ther were those massive blower things. Also through the entire study time the kitchen is gettin re done so theres hammering and shit that starts at abnout 7am, and cuz my dad is doin most of it.. he doesnt stop til 10ish at night sometimes. It sort of sucks, but o well. I'm sick of the house flooding. Its lucky that i didnt keep the room i had downstairs, because i keep all my stuff on the floor.. it all woulda got wet. I'm hungry, n its still rainin. THe water is still comin in... o well. I feel bad for my parents that this crap keeps on happening to their house.

Take the quiz: "Method of Suicide"JumpingLet gravity do the all the work. Your method of suicide is to Jump.:O as if i'd jump, im to scared of edges. maybe i would.

wow i found someone with the same name as me. he's a playstation game character if u didnt already know. http://www.scek.co.kr/game/gamenews_view.asp?seq=6&category=JAK2&page=1(and scroll down)how cool is he. if i had a playstation i'd buy those games and jak and i would kik ass. (did you notice how i said 'jak and i for once? )my dad explained to me why you dont say stuff like 'me and john went for a walk', because if john wasnt there i'd be saying 'me went for a walk' and thats stupid and wrong... i never knew there was a logic to it!!, except that it sounds smarter.. thats the shit they should teach u in school!! school never taught us cool grammar stuff like that. maybe it was cuz of the shit primary school i went to. (it was on the news a while ago for asbestos in the classrooms i was in in grade 1 and 2) interesting site - Product recallsast30days.cfm?rcl_type=recalls_consumer&psa_id=10969i think its intresting hehe.